another day....

Well...so far I guess so good...perhaps.... yes he drank..BUT he wasn't sloppy drunk like he usually gets...he drank a couple of beers AFTER I went to bed. I have a feeling that will be his new thing. to him beer is not alcohol...that's a bad thing. he was or actually seemed to be 100% sober when I got home from work and seeing Julie . I say seemed to be because I really don't remember ever seeing him actually 100% sober our entire relationship =/ if I did it was soooo long ago i dont recall. but i guess its a step in the right direction...he is showing an effort and that to me is a big thig. yes i would like for him to be 100% sober all the time... but i know its an addiction and you can ask a alcoholic to sober up over night..i do know this and realize this..my biggest thing is I just wanted him to TRY...to be sober for Isaiah..and show him the rights in the world. from what I'm gathering the poor kid has gotten the short end of the stick and being the person I am...try to make it right.He is my step-son....not just some stranger. well yeah technically we are strangers, since i havent met him yetor talked to him...but the fact is still there he is my son and if Ramon & I do stay together he is a part of my life.