I'm off...
16 years ago
Thursday, July 24, 2008
unhappy & unwanted
I'm really getting unhappier by the day it seems... there is just so much going on in my life, or the lack of things going on. I really cant wait for this stupid Target case to be over with...that stress' me out more then anything I think...besides having an extrememly lazy uncaring husband. his days off he drinks & sleeps...and then on his work days he sleeps until like an hour to 30 minutesd before he has to be there. Like today he doesnt have to be in until 4pm and he'll sleep until 3ish at least... never wants to spend time with me... I'm really getting over this marriage thing.. and we havent even been married 3 years... I vowed I would never get divorced , since I am a product of a divoced family and I always said I would never.. when I marry it'll be forever.. but I'm really second and third guessing this stuff.... I think I'm alot happier by myself. I miss my family.. everyone seems so far away from me right now... I feel so alone and unwanted... just want it to be all over with
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Rent a truck w/ a car trailer, tell your lawyer you are relocating NOW, I will be there by 6 a.m., we'll pack the truck and move you into nikola's room until you get settled!!
THIS IS NOT A JOKE!!! YOU HAVE NO CLUE HOW WANTED YOU ARE!! NOT ONLY BY ME, THE GIRLS WANT YOU HERE AND ASK ALL THE TIME WHEN YOU'RE MOVING UP!!
And I'm already working on easing the girls into being okay w/ Jason & family to move up sometime in the future.
...you know we've all made commitments to ourselves, like never getting divorced. but in reality it doesn't always work that way. if you find something that makes you happy, do it.
if you're continually not happy, then what are you doing?!
what is all of this for, if you're not happy?
you have so much joy inside and you deserve to feel it and share it with the world!
and about moving to Colorado...
you know that a change of scenery doesn't always fix the situation. and well, i don't know how i feel about you moving so far away! so, i think if you two decide to make it, you should bring Isaiah to georgia with you and live up here with the rest of the fam!
i miss you!
i'll see you in NOVEMBER!!
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