**SIGH**

What a long few days.. work seems like its getting longer...but easier ( can that be true??!!)

I gave Ramon my note.. but yet have really seen him or talked to him to hear his reaction on it. I guess tomorrow will be the day... since he's off Monday & Tuesday and those are his drinking days. I"m sure he'll ease down to "please me" and then when he thinks I'm not aware he'll go back into his normal routine...but he doesn't realize that I'm serious about this.

I don't want to leave him...I do love him...but I just cant take it anymore.. I'm worn out.. and BOY that took alot of doing.. I don't wear out easily.

Hope everyone has a Happy Weekend