feeling bad.....

4am Ramon is banging and making all kinds of noise...needless to say yeah he was drunk....I was losing sleep ( have to get up at 5am )...I go inside to see why all the noise..and he has his headphones on listening to his music...and smashing an empty shoe box & he's crying.... apparently Isaiah got inot trouble...to the point that he has to go to court and Veronica ( Isaiah's mom ) is coming to take him back to New Mexico and Ramon is upset becasue he feels as though he's losing his son again... he knew about Isaiah when he was 3 and dropped on his doorstep, with the words I cant handle him...he's yours you take him...well ramon raised him until he was 5...then Veronica comes and want to take Isaiah out to dinner...and that wasthe last time Ramon heard from him/them. Ramon and I got together about 2-3 years after all that and we've been together 6 years now and all I ever heard about was Isaiah...and now that Ramon has talked to him everyday since they contacted us, this si the happiest I've ever seen him...but now this... Isaiah thinks its cool to go to jail... I just wish I had him in front of me to slap reality into him...but I cant say anything to him..to him I'm just his dad's wife.. i'm not his mom, I have no say. I feel bad... but thankfully ramopn leaves next Monday (8/11) for Colorado to see him and his court date is (8/18) so Ramon will get to spend a week with him. I told Ramon that he's not losing him again. We have an address & phone number and he has our phone number & address... so the contact will be there. There's the softee in me I feel bad