should i care? should i worry?? i don't know.. i just don't know anything anymore... i just know 1 thing and that I'm not happy. i just want to cry all the time...just don't care.. I'm always worried, scared , unhappy. why? for many reasons.. first my marriage.. its falling apart...let me rephrase that.. it is apart.. i don't really think it was together to begin with. but that's just my thoughts. no one ever thought i would marry, settle down yada yada yada. I know I'll never have kids...and i think that bothers me the most...but i have my great nieces, nephews & godchildren to love and spoil like they were and are my own. I think i'll be alot happier if i was alone and stayed that way... wont have to worry about anybody or anything but me and my fur babies
IN THE IMFAMOUS WORDS OF TOBY: "
"IT'S ALL ABOUT ME, ALL ABOUT I"
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HUG * HUG * HUG!!!
I totally understand what you are going thru! Relationships are heaven and hell all rolled into one. Now it's going to take some time for YOU to figure out if it's worth your peace-of-mind to stay in it or not.
Just remember - being alone can suck too!!
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